[And here we get to the heart of things. If what he'd done had meant something, had really helped even one person, it might have been worth it. As it is he just bet his money on the wrong horse and came out of things empty-handed and all alone. It's a hard thing to accept, that something you poured yourself into so deeply was so pointless.]
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[And here we get to the heart of things. If what he'd done had meant something, had really helped even one person, it might have been worth it. As it is he just bet his money on the wrong horse and came out of things empty-handed and all alone. It's a hard thing to accept, that something you poured yourself into so deeply was so pointless.]
I drove away my own family for nothing.