[.... Elsa's not sure if she should be feeling like she dodged a cannonball right now or not. It... doesn't seem like Lup caught on??? Or maybe she has and she's ignoring it?? Or or or--

God. All of this is going to be terrible for her heart in so many ways, isn't it??]

It is. I never really let myself think of things like romance or attraction when I was growing up, and by the time the world opened up to me.. I was dragged here not long after. [Okay... okay. She can do this.] But that doesn't matter... I want to get over it. I need to. Somehow.