[With a chance to get ahold of herself, to once more reign in and shove down her emotions into something more manageable, Elsa no longer sounds on the verge of tears or a breakdown. But her words there are... careful. Because she means it, but at the same time, she doesn't want her words to come off as crossing a line.
Even if Lup was casual about flirting, Elsa... can't really be like that. So she has to figure out how to say things that she means that can't be misread.]
I know it's selfish of me to wish that someone would never leave this place, and I would never want to try and make you stay, but... e-even after all of this... you're still the best friend I've ever had, Lup. I don't want to let that go easily.
[Which is why she was tearing herself apart these recent weeks. She knew her feelings would never be reciprocated, that was fine - even though it still made her heart sink like a stone every time. It was just... the thought of losing Lup, of putting some sort of wedge between them and not having her close anymore that was making her sick.]
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[With a chance to get ahold of herself, to once more reign in and shove down her emotions into something more manageable, Elsa no longer sounds on the verge of tears or a breakdown. But her words there are... careful. Because she means it, but at the same time, she doesn't want her words to come off as crossing a line.
Even if Lup was casual about flirting, Elsa... can't really be like that. So she has to figure out how to say things that she means that can't be misread.]
I know it's selfish of me to wish that someone would never leave this place, and I would never want to try and make you stay, but... e-even after all of this... you're still the best friend I've ever had, Lup. I don't want to let that go easily.
[Which is why she was tearing herself apart these recent weeks. She knew her feelings would never be reciprocated, that was fine - even though it still made her heart sink like a stone every time. It was just... the thought of losing Lup, of putting some sort of wedge between them and not having her close anymore that was making her sick.]