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defyingfrigidity) wrote2030-01-31 10:54 am
defyingfrigidity) wrote2030-01-31 10:54 am
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WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, QUEENOFICEOLATION. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 013.11.221.20 *** QUEENOFICEOLATION has joined 013.11.221.20 <QUEENOFICEOLATION> I think I've finally gotten the hang of these devices. <QUEENOFICEOLATION> So! <QUEENOFICEOLATION> There's no harm in setting up one of these, yes? <QUEENOFICEOLATION> (Thanks to those of you who helped me do so and I'm sorry if I frustrated anyone) | ||||
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I hope so too. Now that I know I'm turning into the same thing you are... it's a little exciting? I think? There are still a lot of things I'm worried about, but... it seems like there are a lot of good things you can do as a nymph.
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i know what you mean! i'm really excited that we're going to match! i think nymphs are some of the nicest monsters, because we can make people smile and maybe even help people with our magic! and i can help you even more as you figure out how to grow stuff!
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I think that's one reason I'm not as scared as I could be if I was turning into something else. The... the bit about helping people. All I've ever wanted to do is help people. If I can do that easily as a nymph... I think I'll be okay with that.
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and in the meantime i'll think of the perfect dessert we can make for him...maybe something warm, like a pudding???
i'm glad you're not so scared, Elsa. i was so worried when you came that you'd be too frightened to enjoy the nice things about this place.
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... Oh! What about some sort of fondue? We can warm up a big pot and try and find soft foods that would go well dipped in chocolate.
You're the only one I feel like I can say this to, but... I really am scared. A lot. Even more when it comes to the.... the less appealing nature of monsters here. It's terrifying knowing that I have to hurt people eventually, but seeing you as happy as you are... it makes me want to believe that I can handle it. somehow.
[It feels... weird, to be so open like that, even with Anna. Maybe it's because of how they're communicating? It's different, speaking to someone through words like this, and it's easier to hide just how badly you're feeling something you're talking about.]
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[Anna feels her heart grow a little heavy as she reads Elsa's next words. She hadn't realized...]
Elsa, i'm so sorry...I shouldnt havbe assumed that everything was just fine
its okay to be scared! i was scared too when i first got here
just know that ill be right behind you every step of the way, okay?
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But you... I can't tell you how much it means to me that you'll be here for me this time around.
[But even then, it's worrying... the last thing she wants to do is hurt Anna, and if something bad happens when she gets less pleasant changes, she's not sure if she'd be able to forgive herself. She still hasn't, after those other times she hurt Anna...]
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I hope you know that it's the same the other way around, too. The... the helping thing, I mean. I hope you can come to me if you ever need anything, even if I know much less about this land and how things work than you do.
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