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[After a year of growth, and a few days of helpful dreams, Cass no longer shies away from expressing herself. Rather, she embraces those emotions now. Be it feeling happy, or in love.

And she was so deeply in love with Elsa.]

I'd like that. Going to Arendelle with you, getting to see the kingdom, your palace, everything... It sounds nice. [She's all smiles at Elsa. It's freeing, letting herself decide that she didn't have to return to Corona.] But this is still pretty nice; you and me, right here.

I can introduce you to the other spirits, the northuldra... and I'm sure Gerda and Kai, our servants back at the castle, would love you.

[... Ah. It's exciting to think about the future, but she can't think too far ahead. She can't let her homesickness ruin the moment.]

... You're right, though. Right now, there's nowhere else I'd rather be than here in your arms.

[Warm and safe... it's a feeling Elsa will never get enough of.]

I'd have to introduce you to my dad at some point. I'm... pretty sure he'd be more surprised that I met someone than the fact that you're the "fifth spirit".

[It is fun. To imagine a time when they aren't trapped in this world, and they can go back to living in peace.

But, right now, Elsa is here, and the night is beautiful.]

And as long as I'm here, that's where I'll be.

[A promise, sealed with her leaning over to capture Elsa's attention in a kiss.]

[When they'd first started their relationship, it had taken a while for Elsa - so new to experiences like this - to stop fidgeting and worrying at her hands or sleeves or anything else within reach whenever Cass leaned in to kiss her. Now, though, she just tilts her head, just enough so that their noses don't awkwardly squash together, and leans in to meet Cass halfway.

This is another thing she'll never get enough of. The contact, the light spark, like static but nice, of Cass's mouth pressing against her own...]

Always. [A murmur, barely above a whisper, she breathes against Cass's lips.] I never want to lose this.

[The experience hadn't been any less new for Cass, though she wasn't one to fidget... more likely to stiffen up, than anything. Out of fear that she may mess something up somehow, and a desire to make this relationship the best it could be. Thankfully, that seems to have worked out in her favor.

They moved together now, flowing perfectly in simple motions. Kisses, light and deep, that all set her heart on fire.]

Me either.

[She smiled against Elsa's lips, going back into the kiss. A little deeper, a little more need, like that night on the beach. An electric desire. But just as quickly as Cass leaned into it, she starts to ease back.]

Right,... not too fast. Almost forgot.

Edited 2020-08-14 06:34 (UTC)

[It's that feeling again - the electric jolt down her spine that had shocked her that night out by the beach. But instead of shying away from Cass's kisses, this time she chases them; as Cass pulls away, Elsa leans forward, only stopping when Cass speaks up.]

N-No, it... it's okay.

[If anything, her greenish-purple blush gets worse, but she seems to be telling the truth...]

I've been thinking... a lot, about that night. It was a little overwhelming, yes, but. I liked it.

[It just... felt like they were moving too fast, all at once. But they really haven't been, have they? It's been eight months now. It's not as if their relationship has stagnated or anything like that; far from it! But it hasn't progressed much past kissing and sleeping beside each other, and while Elsa enjoys those things very much... she knows there's more they haven't explored together. Things that she adamantly refused to think about as she grew up, but now... now she's free to think about them.

It's a little intimidating, but she doesn't want to be the one to hold back the natural progression of their relationship. So she takes a steadying breath before reaching out, and placing her hand on Cass's knee.]

If... if you want to continue, I'm okay with that.

[That electric spark is still there, sliding up her spine, and surely shorting out her brain. Because she couldn't have really heard what she just heard, right? With Elsa's lips so close, Cassandra's lips brush over them as she breathlessly manages a quick reply.]

R-really...?

[The soft crimson on Cassandra's face intensified, she could feel the heat radiating from it. Elsa sounded... serious, not that she was afraid of such a thing... simply shocked in the moment.

It was her, after all, that attempted to initiate things the first time. It's been eight months since they got together. While Cass felt that she was comfortable enough to go a little further, Elsa wasn't. Things could have remained how they were, better not to push too hard and make a mistake.

She would have waited for Elsa, no matter how long it took for her to find that same level of comfort... But she hadn't expected that to be now. Under a starry, night sky, meteors streaking across it.

The view didn't seem as important now, compared to the hand on her knee.]

A-are you sure? I mean, do you want to...?

[Maybe that has something to do with it; the sight around them, the stars and the streaks of the meteors crossing the sky. It's like the northern lights, which always managed to calm her on her sleepless nights in Arendelle, the lazy shifting of colors crossing the sky settling into her in a way few things in nature really could.

It doesn't make her feel stronger or braver, just calmer. After all, she's not scared - she trusts Cass with her life. It's just been a matter of her body catching up to her heart. And now... now it feels like it finally has.]

I'm very sure.

[Her arms move up, wrapping loosely around Cass's neck.]

I love you, Cass. And I told you once before, I want to experience everything with you. I won't say I'm not nervous at the idea of going further, but... I know you'll take care of me.

[In Cass's opinion, the colors and lights lazily shifting across the night sky right now had nothing on the colors that lit up in Elsa's eyes. Yellow and green hues that always entranced Cass - now especially, with Elsa's arms around her neck, and her hands settling on Elsa's waist.]

...Okay.

[Okay. This is... happening, isn't it? Something so... exciting! Of course, Cass wasn't scared either, unless she did something to hurt Elsa. But she would never... especially now. Sure, she wasn't... terribly experienced on the subject, but she wanted to experience everything with Elsa as well. Her heart was settled on that. And soon, her body.]

I love you too, Elsa. [Another kiss. Not to the lips, but gently on the tip of Elsa's nose.] Then, I guess there's just one more question.

[She rose to her feet, sweeping her queen up in a bridal carry.]

My room or yours?

[Cass's very little experience is better than the absolute zero experience Elsa has, at least. Even with her own body. So this will be... interesting! Possibly a little intimidating! She just hopes it's good for Cass...

Her nerves are already making her a little jumpy, but the kiss on her nose and the way Cass sweeps her up into her arms makes her giggle, and soothes them somewhat.]

Um... mine. I-If that's okay.

[Just.... a little bit of extra comfort to ease her into what's going to happen, surrounded by her own personal effects. Just for tonight.]

[Let's hope so! As Cass slowly eases into the conclusion that she'll definitely be taking the lead in their first... venture together.

But right now, everything was so... light. The night shined differently. Cassandra's steps felt lighter than air. At least part of that was absolutely anxiety. But, well... Elsa wasn't the only one being swept up.]

Totally. Whatever you want, you've got it.

[And probably for the best that their first time is not watched over by Rapunzel's wall-to-wall mural? Let's be off then...]

Edited 2020-08-20 01:08 (UTC)

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