[There's another, longer pause before she admit that. This... this is what she still has trouble talking about. That her father, his efforts, his plan... they were wrong. It's still difficult to admit that all the late king's actions did - however good his intentions - was hurt her.
Still, it speaks of how far Elsa's come that all that's happening is a further drop in temperature, instead of a hailstorm of jagged icicles bursting from the ground.]
If anything, it made it worse. Nobody else in my world - or my kingdom, at the very least - had magic like mine, so nobody could properly teach me how to control it. So the only thing I was taught was how to suppress it.
... What made this such a hard thing to do was the fact that my magic is tied closely with my emotions. To try and confine magic within you is one thing. To confine your emotions like that is something completely different.
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[There's another, longer pause before she admit that. This... this is what she still has trouble talking about. That her father, his efforts, his plan... they were wrong. It's still difficult to admit that all the late king's actions did - however good his intentions - was hurt her.
Still, it speaks of how far Elsa's come that all that's happening is a further drop in temperature, instead of a hailstorm of jagged icicles bursting from the ground.]
If anything, it made it worse. Nobody else in my world - or my kingdom, at the very least - had magic like mine, so nobody could properly teach me how to control it. So the only thing I was taught was how to suppress it.
... What made this such a hard thing to do was the fact that my magic is tied closely with my emotions. To try and confine magic within you is one thing. To confine your emotions like that is something completely different.