What makes you think that? I mean, it's not like her leaving is your fault or anything. Not like you have anything to feel guilty over.

And if you're feeling like you shouldn't wish she was still here with you, well, that's not anything to feel guilty over, either. I mean, if I woke up tomorrow and you had gone back home, or if Nonon had left or something? God knows I'd be upset about it. It's natural to want the people you care about by your side.